Moving On

Friday, October 24, 2008

Although I have to admit that in some ways this decision has been affected by the recent blogosphere upheavals (in a good way!), I have been thinking about moving my blog for several months now. And I've finally decided to do it. For me it marks more of a change in what I want to write about, how I'm feeling, and where my focus is; it may or may not appear all that different to you. I've also included a lot more information about my work, research, writing, and art. The basic site is up now and I will insha'Allah be making a post or two with actual content this weekend. Please change your links! Labyrinth Walk will still be accessible for the time being.

http://yaaaishah.wordpress.com

I Love Your Blog

Sunday, October 19, 2008

The amazing Aaminah nominated me for an "I Love Your Blog" award over a month ago, and I've been remiss in posting my appreciation and passing it on. Anyway, she called me though-provoking and some other nice stuff which I really don't feel I deserve, but I am so appreciative that people enjoy reading me. Sometimes I have doubts about my writing or the directions I go or whether I should even be doing this and I find every comment reassuring. It's good to know that I am reaching someone.



Rules:
1. The winner can put the logo on their blog
2. Link to the person you received the award from
3. Nominate at least 7 other blogs
4. Put links of those blogs on yours
5. Leave a message on the blogs nominated

With the understanding that I love so many blogs and this list is by no means complete, I nominate:

Umm Zaid (Sunni Sister), who just left the blogosphere. Others have more eloquently expressed the effect of the loss of her voice, but I just wanted to mention her here. I have admired her and enjoyed reading her since I first stumbled upon her blog in the beginning of the year, shortly after converting to Islam, and her sites for Muslim women and converts were major resources for me. I wish her all the best insha'Allah and will be keeping her in my thoughts and du'as, and I thank her for all the time and effort she put into her writing, because it meant so much for the rest of us.

Umm Farouq (Southern Muslimah), who I've also enjoyed reading from the (my) beginning. Her posts about living in Jordan, about raising her children, and just everything have always appealed to me. She just writes beautifully.

Professor Black Woman (WoC PhD), whose blog is a sometimes painful but always needed reminder for me that we cannot afford to be complacent or apathetic.

AV (Read My Writes), my brother from another mother, who has been an irreplaceable friend and help as I've come to Islam, and whose posts are always grounding and thought-provoking.

Saha (SchoolSaha), who has decided to stop her general/Islamic blogs but Alhdamulillah still writes an amazing homeschooling blog. I want to be like this woman when I grow up.

CripChick (cripchick's weblog), disability activist extraordinaire, someone else I want to grow up to be like. Her poetry always strikes me on a deep level, and I love reading the different issues she discusses.

Seamus Sims (E Pur Si Muove), my other brother from another mother, and someone I've known offline for some time. I have just always felt like we "get" each other, and I love hearing more of what he is thinking. I always connect and am moved by his posts.

Odds and Ends

Friday, October 17, 2008

Don't forget to sign up to participate in Aaminah's Winter Scarf Project for Project Downtown - Grand Rapids! If you can't knit or crochet, you can donate money or scarves. I'm hoping to at least knit a few scarves in the next month or so for this.

And I also had to share an older post (from May 2008) that I just stumbled upon - a description of Islam as a psychological disorder (by an Islamophobic blog). The scenario is that hopefully in the mid-22nd century, Islam will be added to the DSM-VII, which the author characterizes as an "amazing reference manual" used by health professionals worldwide.

Okay, I'm not even going to bother deconstructing the insanity of the rest of the post, because I am sure you are all just as speechless and vacillating between horrified and amused as I am, but let's just deal with that "amazing reference manual" bit. I don't personally know a single health professional who uses the DSM as anything other than a reference for insurance claims (in America, if your visit is partially covered by insurance, your health care providers have to use consistent diagnostic numbers and other information from the DSM to make sure your insurance company won't deny your claims). Perhaps this is because I have primarily interviewed and know eating disorder specialists, who hate it for the same reasons I hate it, or perhaps it's because in my own mental health treatment, I judge (and I admit fully that I judge) whoever I am seeing on the first visit by where the DSM is located in their office (and if it IS their Bible, I don't go back). Insha'Allah in the increasing (but blessedly still negligible) likelihood that Islam is ever labeled as a mental disorder, by the time it happens either this will still be the case or the mental health community will have tossed the DSM out of the window altogether.

But in case you wanted a condensed version of what this DSM entry would look like (and I am certainly not taking credit for ANY of this, this is all direct or indirect quoting from The Hesperado blog, not ANY attempt to plagiarize, trust me):

Islam shares "superficial features of other sociopathologies, such as Communism, Fascism, Nazism, Utopianism, Gnosticism, Politically Correct Multi-Culturalism, and Third Worldism." Okay, I get why most of that list might be considered appropriately pathological to Islamophobic people, but I always thought gnosticism was cool to "rational thinkers" because it's always questioned organized religion. I am at a complete loss for what "Third Worldism" means - I don't know anybody but the wealthy dictators the "enlightened West" (you know, that entity Islamophobes love so much and want to protect) has propped up who actually prize the characteristics of the so-called "Third World" and would want to continue such a society.

Signs and symptoms of Islam include: "super-tribalism, supremacist complex, eschatopathology, super-cultural OCD, super-communal schizophrenia, puritanism/erotomania." Tribalism? ...Really? You know, one of my women's studies professors would often point out the fact that if it's in Africa (or often in the Middle East), we call it tribalism, but if it's in Europe, it's an "ethnic conflict." The treatment includes: allowing the military full control over the fate of the subject (including, presumably, the ability to kill - and, of course, torture - without consequence), mass deportation, indefinite internment and interrogation, quarantine, deprogramming ("utilizing the skills of ex-Muslim apostates"), pharmacology, shock treatment, lobotomy, and institutionalization.

Also, prevention of this horrible disease ever invading the West is supposed to be accomplished by eradicating Islam where possible and essentially quarantining the rest of the Islamic world behind an "Iron Veil" so they don't pollute our happy-go-lucky, racist, homogeneous communities.

Wow. You know, I normally try to avoid posting about Islamophobia, but this would be funny were it not so absurd and meant so seriously. And were our country not experiencing a climate where this kind of viewpoint is actually garnering widespread support.

Taking Notes

Thank you so much for the comments, support, and just everything. Also for the compliments on the new layout! No, it is not my work - I've become lazy in my old age ;) It's actually from a blog layout site. But I think it is really beautiful, although I've been kind of trying to keep myself from changing it (yet again) to something extremely minimalist.

I've been trying to catch up with my Google Reader for nearly a week now (also I added a widget so you can see more of what I think everyone should be reading!) and I'm finally down to 0 unread posts! (By the time I finish posting this, there will be at least ten new posts, I'm sure.) But there just have been so many things I've wanted to share, so here is a post of links to awesome posts (in no particular order, really) for you to read instead of listening to me babble exhaustedly and nonsensically.

Islam: Saha has a beautiful post on developing daily rhythms. This is something I've been trying to do so much now and her post is just inspiring. Ibn Ayyub's posted some short, heartwarming tales on delivering a khutba and who's really being invited to dinner. Al-Izzatulillah relates: "Do not make your heart like a sponge." The daughter-in-law of Shaykh Abdallah bin Bayyah has started a blog to make him and his teachings more accessible to sisters. Achelois discusses why young Pakistanis are leaving Islam.

Memorable blogs against poverty: Aaminah recounts being homeless. WoC PhD shares stories of poverty and brings up the reality of a diet consisting mainly of dirt, in a world where bloggers have become too caught up in the election to care about the rest of the world. Her posts have brought me to tears and forced me to reexamine my conscience.

Uncategorized: The Velveteen Rabbi shares a writer friend's rendering of the Torah in rhyme. And...I don't think the folks at Fox were specifically trying to get this one wrong...but "World Bank to Protect Poor, Vulnerable Countries"? Isn't that something like "Wolf to Carry Small, Vulnerable Animal Around in its Mouth Without Eating It"?

In cancer news, Womanist Musings questions the "cancer is sexy" trend, what with CrazySexyCancer and Breast Cancer Awareness Month's Save the Ta-Tas campaign. CNN reports cancer patients foregoing treatment because of the cost.

From Womanist Musings, a fifteen year old faces two felony charges for taking nude pictures of herself with her cell phone and sharing them with friends. If convicted, she may be forced to register as a sex offender. Not to overshare from my wild, pre-hijabi youth, but, uh, I've taken nude pictures of myself while under AND overage, for artistic reasons and...not so artistic reasons. Excuse me while I go hunt down every last copy of THOSE lest I one day find myself in jail for taking pictures of my own body. To underscore the absurdity of this, what's next? If teenagers aren't allowed to show our friends pictures of our bodies, does that mean that next we will be arrested for being naked in the same room? If so, I could really give the cops an expose from my days in open showers in Sea Cadet boot camp.

The Anxious Black Woman brings up the vulnerability of women's studies (and other "studies") programs. This hits close to home for me because I'm a women's studies minor and my religious studies BA overlaps with many other ethnic studies-type courses and programs. Our women's studies program has one...count 'em...one full-time professor, who is also the director of the department, and incidentally whose teachings I and other students I know have just had a really difficult time relating to - I admire her work and she's a great person, but the state of the department means women's studies at our university is incredibly one-sided, especially in introduction classes where people with no prior background and who will not pursue women's studies at all are just getting (what I feel is) an incomplete experience. We had another full-time professor, who also worked in the French and Francophone literature department, who is really amazing, but who is going next semester to teach in Morocco (where she lived for quite some time - she is actually German but has spent many years living in various places in Africa). Our women's studies program is not encouraging to professors or students; it doesn't attract people. It's tiny. Almost all of our courses are taught by professors outside of the women's studies department, at least 90% are actually cross-listed courses on gender in other departments, not specifically women's studies courses. If women's studies is reduced anymore at my university, there will be no program, no one to take it, no one to teach it.

Election stuff: Racialicious's open letter to white voters (AKA Joe Sixpack and the Hockey Moms). WoC PhD examines how Palin could have, instead of acting unethically in the Troopergate situation, used it as a way to help the issue of domestic violence (especially because of Alaska's high rates of sexual and domestic violence compared to the rest of the US). Over at the Daily Kos, txtres brings up a painful reminder of the gravity of McCain's dismissal of "health of the woman" clauses.

From Iraq: Faces of Grief is a collection of poignant photos. AlterNet posts an excerpt from an account of an American soldier's experience.

Please make du'a for my friend!

Tuesday, October 14, 2008

My dear friend and sister who was instrumental in my conversion to Islam just had surgery and it has not gone well. She is stable now but the surgery did not fix what it was supposed to fix and possibly caused even more problems. She was so excited about it and doing so well over Ramadan, and she just got married Alhamdulillah, and I wanted this to go well for her so badly...we all did. She really needs thoughts and prayers. Please keep her in your du'as. Thank you.

Chai and Hyderabadi Dum Murgh Biryani

Wednesday, October 8, 2008


I've been really excited about cooking lately but I haven't had a lot of time to do so. I took chicken out last night with the intention of making biryani, and I was sooo tired tonight that I almost didn't do it! I'm really glad I did, though. I used the Hyderabadi Dum Murgh Biryani recipe from Zaiqa, but due to my own forgetfulness and/or tastes, there are some major changes, so I'll post my actual ingredient list and process here.

This is my first time making "real" biryani; I made Zaiqa's quick, light biryani recipe in April but I've always found the full process for making biryani daunting, so I put off trying it until now. It really wasn't that bad - I did a lot of the prep while I was cooking at the same time so it only took about an hour and forty five minutes to two hours.

The major omissions and changes: instead of canola oil, I used sunflower oil, because my canola oil is apparently out of date (I never use it!). Instead of cumin seeds (zeera), I used cumin powder, as I bought too much caraway and forgot to buy cumin seeds because I am dumb. I also forgot to get cloves and fresh cilantro, so I omitted those, but I will definitely be adding them in next time. I omitted the green chillies because my roommates and I aren't big fans of very spicy food. I also used regular mint flakes, not fresh mint. I changed the amounts quite a bit as I wanted to make a half batch (with about 1lb./450 grams of chicken), and I also tend to eyeball spices and oils rather than measuring them. I used Greek yogurt because I didn't think I'd be able to get back to the Indian shop to buy the yogurt there; I'm not sure of the difference exactly, but the Greek yogurt seemed to have an especially strong savory/sour flavor, which everyone else liked but I wasn't particularly fond of. I'm interested to try it with milder yogurts. So here's an explanation of the way I made it...

Ingredients
Basmati rice - 2.5 cups
Water - 4 cups
Sunflower oil - ~8 tbsp.
Cinnamon sticks - 1
Caraway seeds - large pinch
Slivered almonds - small handful
Cashews - small handful
1 large yellow onion, coarsely chopped
1 lb. boneless, skinless chicken breast, chopped into large chunks
Cardamom - 3 pods
Cumin (zeera) powder - large pinch
Ginger-garlic paste - 1 tbsp.
Garam Masala - ~1 tsp.
Yogurt - 1 cup
Tomatoes - 2 small, coarsely chopped
Turmeric - large pinch
Red chili powder - ~1 tsp.
Lemon juice - ~3 tbsp.
Salt - ~1 tsp.
Saffron strands - large pinch
1 bay leaf
1/2 cup milk
1.5 tbsp Irish butter
Mint flakes - large pinch

Process
I chopped the tomatoes, onion, and chicken separately first. I heated some organic milk in the microwave and mixed the saffron in to sit, and started the rice soaking.
I fried the almonds and cashews in sunflower oil until golden brown (or rather, I burnt them the first time around, then threw those out and started over and fried them until golden brown!). I removed them onto a plate, then poured in several tbsp. of sunflower oil and fried about 3/4 of the onion until dark brown, but not quite crispy. I reserved those on another plate.
Next I fried the chicken until golden brown and cooked through in sunflower oil, and put that on another plate. Then I put the cumin powder, cardamom pods, and ginger-garlic paste and cooked for a few moments until browned. I added the other 1/4 of onion and cooked it til light brown.
Next I added the yogurt, garam masala, tomatoes, chili powder, lemon juice, turmeric, salt, and cooked almonds and cashews, and cooked that on medium, stirring frequently, for about 10-12 minutes.
Then I added the chicken to that, and cooked for about 10 minutes. The original recipe calls for about 25-40 minutes total cooking time for the yogurt and after the chicken is added, but as I was making a half batch and the yogurt and oils seemed to thicken very quickly, I just guessed on the time.
After adding the chicken, I boiled 4 cups of water with the cinnamon, caraway, and bay leaf, then added the strained, soaked rice and covered to steam, leaving at a high temperature. Once it was about 3/4 the way done, I stopped and strained it again.
I layered half the rice, then all of the chicken mixture, then the rest of the rice on top and garnished with mint and the fried onions. I poured the milk mixture and the melted butter on top of that, then baked at 350F for about 10 minutes. I used a long rectangular pan with high sides, so I just covered it with foil as I don't actually own a casserole dish or anything like that (yet!).

I've also been experimenting with making my own chai lately. While I was at the organic food store, which was an awesome experience, I bought some (extremely expensive! the stuff is like gold!) loose leaf Darjeeling tea, so tonight that was my chai innovation. I've been using Darjeeling bags, although I have some other black teas I might try as well.

A'ishah's Chai Recipe
Per person: about 3/4 cup milk and 3/4 cup water, 1 cardamom pod, 1-2 allspice pods(? is that what they're called?), 1/2 piece nutmeg, 1/4 in. piece of cinnamon, one teabag or looseleaf tea, and about 1/2 bay leaf. I also use either 1/4 in. piece of ginger and two black peppercorns per person, or just shake in some powdered ginger and ground black pepper and eyeball it. Because I have not yet mastered the skill of boiling water AND milk without curdling the milk, I put all the spices and tea in a closed strainer and boil it with the water, then pour it into cups and add the milk afterwards.

Before I always used sugar whenever I had chai, but my Sanskrit professor has turned me onto agave nectar, so I am going through my little bottle she gave me as a present like CRAZY. It's so yummy. And I love visiting her because she makes the most amazing chai (as well as other South Asian yummies). I hope one day I will be that adept.

The organic food market was SO much fun because I found out that there you can buy as much or as little as you want of most things, instead of having to buy an entire package. They do sell a lot of packaged goods, but they have a large area where you can scoop your own spices, some loose teas, nuts, flour, oats, grain, dried fruit, seeds, and lots of other yummy stuff. I got some dried mango, cranberries, and cherries there, as well as some dates. I was so excited about this as one of my problems for the last few years has been, in mostly cooking for myself, wasting a lot of food because I just cannot finish an entire package of anything. It's especially bad with fresh spices and vegetables, which is why I don't normally buy things like fresh cilantro and mint. Now if only they come up with a way to buy lettuce by the leaf or to buy half a package of mushrooms...a girl can dream!

Of course the Indian food store is right down the walk from there so I dropped by to go dal and wheat shopping for my plot to make the haleem and dal recipes (also from Zaiqa, although I want to try some of the recipes from sites on her links list as well). So...I came home loaded down with bags of different kinds of dal, Bengal gram, and dalia, and have a stack of canisters of stuff that all looks the same to my uncultured, Southern-fried, soul food-eating self, but is carefully labeled. Also I found out they sell McVitie's digestives there, which saves me an extra walk to World Market! I love the chocolate covered ones and the Hob Nobs - I had them when I visited England and the only place I've been able to find them here is World Market.

I did find an amazing naan recipe as well that I would have loved to make with the biryani, but honestly, it's a miracle that I even managed to get through the biryani. My back hurts SO badly after wandering around all day then standing in front of the stove, and I am going to fall asleep on my keyboard, so I better go away now. Don't forget about the Grateful to Allah blog carnival! (See my post below. Aaminah, I've not forgotten! I will try to write something tomorrow insha'Allah.)

Right now I'm incredibly grateful for the ability to cook, and for the fact that I live in a place where I have access to so many different things and can cook virtually anything I want if I am willing to find the ingredients and do the work. Subhan'Allah...I have always enjoyed cooking, and I've always considered myself a good cook, but I never realized how limited my tastes were until my spice rack began overflowing like it is now. I also never knew turmeric, garlic, ginger, onions, and garam masala could DO so much. Holy wow. Now all I have to do is get myself to like lamb so that I can try some of the lovely lamb recipes...I have a feeling that isn't going to happen anytime soon. I'm also incredibly grateful to Allah subhanahu wa ta'ala for blessing me with roommates this year who respond to my mothering. Before I've always had roommates who were like, "Oh cool, you're cooking," but would never eat anything I offered to them (and I'm not a bad cook! I promise!) because they were either not very adventurous or just didn't like eating other people's food. This year I have roommates who are actually interested in what I'm cooking and how it's cooked and who don't mind my obsessive need to feed people. Alhamdulillah. I love good food, but it's not the same if you're eating it by yourself.

Gratitude Blog Carnival - 3 Days Left!

Monday, October 6, 2008

Grateful to Allah will be hosting a carnival on October 11, insha'Allah. Ramadan is the jumping-off point topic-wise, but feel free to submit anything related to Islam and gratitude! Submissions are due Wednesday, October 8. Full details can be found at
http://gratefultoallah.wordpress.com/2008/09/29/gratitude-blog-carnival-accepting-submissions/

 
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